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Life goes on....
Feb. 25th, 2004 11:07 amUp and down and so on and so forth. Life gets worse and then it gets better again, or at least my perspective on it changes. And I can feel in my bones that this is going to be a crypic entry. I don't want to get into specifics, because frankly, who cares? Except my close friends, who really wants or needs to know all the little things that have happened to get me down, and the little things that slowly have brought me back up?
Monday was hard. It was also long, and slightly confusing. Most of it was spent in agonized expectedness, waiting for something expected unpleasant to happen. Then, after a brief respite of Joy that it was over, something unexpected and disturbing happened to make me agonized again. It was also cloudy, cold, and damp. Oh, and something blew up in the grocery store parking lot across the street--I heard it pop and then saw smoke trailing up into the darkness. Strange. I think someone put a firecracker in a pop bottle or something.
Tuesday was better. Busy, which equals coming home and being exhausted, but it wasn't boring. I believe I hate haveing to search, for something to do at work above almost all else. The day was capped by a phone call from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
savetheolives, which naturally made everything even better. And the weather improved somewhat. Sunny, anyway, even if it was still on the cold side.
(Anyone see a corralation here? My best day last week was the day where it was sunny, 70 degrees, and springy outside.)
Today will, I hope, surpass both Monday and Tuesday. Even though I'm getting a doctor's appointment made today for something that, if I think about it too much, scares me to death. But I refuse to think today. I will float along on the knowledge that my Lord is watching over me and directing my life. He's never failed me. God sends his love and His faithfulness. (Psalm 57:3b)
[Edit: Scary Medical Procedures suddenly got a bit less scary. Hurray for knowledge when it's not frightening knowledge.]
Mm. I need to go post a GreatestJournal entry now. I feel bookish. And I have a lot of delightful books that I'm reading now. =)
Monday was hard. It was also long, and slightly confusing. Most of it was spent in agonized expectedness, waiting for something expected unpleasant to happen. Then, after a brief respite of Joy that it was over, something unexpected and disturbing happened to make me agonized again. It was also cloudy, cold, and damp. Oh, and something blew up in the grocery store parking lot across the street--I heard it pop and then saw smoke trailing up into the darkness. Strange. I think someone put a firecracker in a pop bottle or something.
Tuesday was better. Busy, which equals coming home and being exhausted, but it wasn't boring. I believe I hate haveing to search, for something to do at work above almost all else. The day was capped by a phone call from
savetheolives, which naturally made everything even better. And the weather improved somewhat. Sunny, anyway, even if it was still on the cold side.(Anyone see a corralation here? My best day last week was the day where it was sunny, 70 degrees, and springy outside.)
Today will, I hope, surpass both Monday and Tuesday. Even though I'm getting a doctor's appointment made today for something that, if I think about it too much, scares me to death. But I refuse to think today. I will float along on the knowledge that my Lord is watching over me and directing my life. He's never failed me. God sends his love and His faithfulness. (Psalm 57:3b)
[Edit: Scary Medical Procedures suddenly got a bit less scary. Hurray for knowledge when it's not frightening knowledge.]
Mm. I need to go post a GreatestJournal entry now. I feel bookish. And I have a lot of delightful books that I'm reading now. =)
