BAH

[eleneariel]

Bah. We had about two glorious days of fall, and then the horrible icky grey coolness that I hate. I hate my fingers being freezing, which they always seem to be when it's cold. I hate brown--brown leaves, brown grass, brown tree trunks. I MISS THE SUN. Sunshine makes me happy. It brings Joy. Sometimes I think sunlight is nessisary for me to be joyful.

Good things, which I will remind myself to try to cheer up: Vanilla Pepsi is yummy. (Tastes just like my vanilla candles smell. Fancy that.) There are oreos with mint filling hidden in the pantry, and I know where they are. (YUM.) The other week at the doctor I weighed exactly one pound more then I did the last time I was in, three and a half years ago. That's...amazing. Since I don't try.

Y'know, sometimes I look around me and go wow, I'm really HERE and it's so beautiful and I should never, ever be unhappy and sometimes I look around and go, How did I manage to get stuck HERE and how soon can I get AWAY?

Ending on a cryptic note (courtesy of Henry Vaughan):

I saw Eternity the other night
Like a great ring of pure and endless light,
All calm, as it was bright,
And round beneath it, Time in hours, days, years,
Driven by the spheres,
Like a vast shadow moved, in which the world
And all her train where hurled."

Perhaps equuschick will know where I just read that?

Comments

[elanortheeldest.livejournal.com]

ooh, ooh *raises hand in a Hermione like way* I know! (not because I've read it but because I live with equuschick ;-)

[eattheolives.livejournal.com]

figures. ; )

[equuschick.livejournal.com]

*smacks duct-tape on Nicole, trusses her like a chicken and throws her out window* This was an A & B conversation honey, you should have ceen your way out of it. heeheeeeeeeeeeeee.
Ahem. Mari, it was "A Ring of Endless Light", by L'Engle. Should I go look at your other account to see what you think of it?
Its a lovely poem. =)

[eattheolives.livejournal.com]

>>Should I go look at your other account to see what you think of it?>>

Of course! I'm just sitting here waiting for you to. =D

[equuschick.livejournal.com]

lol. Alright, alright, I'm going, I'm going!
I went, I went, I replied, I replied!
Happy? :^D